I love you and I can’t help it. “I love you too but love is never enough”, I responded. I had no clue what those words really meant. The truth is that I was searching for “enough”. I was in an unhealthy relationship – it was clear. Accepting that fact and admitting to myself that it just wasn’t working was difficult. Free advice: never try to be God to another person. Phew! I had done all I could do to change a whole human and make my relationship with this human work. But this human’s so called “love” was never enough. I was searching for more. I felt empty and incomplete. I was searching for the right thing in the wrong place.
Finding the strength to walk away was not as difficult as fighting the fear of the unknown future. What if…? What if…?
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Good things take time but no one truly enjoys waiting. The time is 8:24pm on 12/10/19. I have a final exam I should be studying for, unsurprisingly, the Spirit had different plans. With my flashcards staring at me; waiting to be memorized, I heard “PRAY”. I was somewhat confused because I spent my afternoon praying and later fell asleep when I should have been studying so I did not want to get lost in prayer again and not study.
A plane with no pilot, a perilous flight;
easons come and seasons go,
Ever found yourself praying for something, and yet, having doubts about your prayer being answered? Yeah, I can relate. I have personally struggled with trusting God in the past. Being at crossroads and thinking well if God does it, GREAT, if not, me, myself and I will have to 
reflecting and being appreciative of the opportunity to experience different cultures, the moments I had to push the boundaries of my thoughts and physical abilities. Most of my destinations have been places where I knew no one and these trips force me to 
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